I don’t have words to describe the depth of feeling that comes with grief. As each day goes by it hits me time after time how much life is never going to be the same again. I am never going to return to the person I was pre-2012. I’ve got to create this new person/life/something, but it feels like triyng to do a jigsaw where there are pieces missing, extra pieces from another jigsaw, and no picture to guide you.